I tell myself that I will not end up like my parents. I refuse to act like them when I have children. I will not act crazy when trying to teach my child how to do something. I will not repeat the same thing over and over to them as well, but do I really have any control over this?
I can see my brother and sister acting just like our parents. I am trying not to act like them. I am usually able to catch myself when I’m acting like our crazy father and I’m able to correct myself. My brother had it worse growing up with our father, and I can see him acting very similar to him. This makes me nervous that I will end up like our father, no matter what. God I hope not.